Josh can't decide Part 2

Josh left from Kat's loft is fast as he strolled in. His heart was racing and his face was flush. He couldn't breath and he felt his world closing in on him. Kat was such a beautiful creature and he always dreamed of what it would feel like to have her in his arms again. To smell her, kiss her and touch her. But now something had changed. His emotions and feelings changed. Standing there holding his self up against the brick he closed his eyes. He envisioned a beautiful Eden laying on a bed in a white dress. She had those intriguing eyes on him. He raised his hand out to touch her even tho his mind was whisked away in a fantasy. His eyes flew open. He walked back to his apartment about 2 blocks over. When he got home he grabbed a beer and collapsed on the couch. He couldn't take it no more he pulled his phone out. 32 emails which were all work related and 1 voicemail from his mother. Nothing from Eden but he knew she would be gon...