The End Result

The End Result...........

Torin and Liv rushed to the hospital after they got the horrifying phone call from his sister. Liv could hardly breath.  The walls were caving in. She felt like this was all her fault. If she would have just told him, maybe he would have been ok. Did this happen because she hadn't told him the truth yet?

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Walking into the waiting room, it was full. All the bikers were sitting in the seats and some even had their girlfriends or wives on their laps. Liv gulped when they all turned their attention to her and Torin. A woman with long beautiful hair came running over. She assumed it was Torin's sister Jewel.

Torin- Jewel

Jewel- Tor, oh god...

Torin wrapped his arms around his sister, trying to calm her down. Liv felt terrible for all this happening. Jewel turned her attention to Liv. She felt worried as to what she would say to her.

Jewel- You must be Liv.

Liv- Yes, so nice to meet your Jewel.

Torin- Jewel what happened? Do you know?

Jewel- A drunk driver clipped him and left him for dead. I just hope he's ok.

Torin- he's strong Jewelle, I think he will be ok.

Jewel looked at her brother and then over at Liv. She knew the situation between her brother, Jameson and Liv. Secretly she really liked Jameson. But wasn't sure he would ever feel that way about her.

Jewel- Daddy is in there right now. He should be out soon and then you can go in.

Torin- ok, well lets just sit down and wait. Jewel, look it will be ok. We will get through this.

He patted her shoulder. She hoped that her brother was right about this. She felt helpless sitting here. Like she should be out searching for the idiot drunk who left the scene.

As they made their way over towards some empty seats. Liv was so happy to see a familiar face. Shannon was sitting next to her ol'man Crash. She smiled when she saw Liv.

The two sat down next to Shannon and Crash. Shannon smiled and gave Liv a side hug.

Shannon- Hey girl, you ok?

Liv- I.. I um... don't really know.

Shannon- I hate hospitals too, but I well better get ready!

Liv- I heard, congrats.

Shannon- thank you. I am excited just hope the baby isn't as big as this man.

Crash turned and looked at her with a smile. They were so in love you could see it. Even the short time Liv spent with those two that night she could see their relationship was solid. He may be a big tough biker guy but, when it came to that woman, he was a soft cuddly teddy bear.

Shannon- so, are you and Torin and Jameson still....

She trailed off like she wasn't sure how to describe the weird relationship.

Liv- um, actually Torin and I want to tell Jameson we cannot go on with that any longer.

Shannon- oh..

Liv- but, with this now going on we are just taking each minute at a time.

Shannon- yeah...all we have heard is some broken ribs and just road rash. Could have been worse. Did you hear the driver was drunk?

Liv- yeah, Torin's sister just told us that. How could someone just leave the scene like that?

Shannon- I don't know, just glad he is ok.

Liv felt terrible knowing Jameson was laying in a hospital bed hurt, bruised up and possibly damaged. She had to tell him the truth. She couldn't go another moment  keeping this from him.

Time went by while Shannon and Liv talked. They decided to get together and go shopping. Shannon insisted if they still had the pig roast tomorrow that she should come. Liv really wanted to. She would talk it over with Torin to make sure it was ok. If they were going to be a couple she wanted to enjoy the things he got to partake in. Regardless if Jameson was there or not.

Torin- Does anyone know how this happened? Or where?

Jewel- I think it was on Franklin street.

Torin- Was it some random person who found him?

Jewel- I don't know Tor. I only know he has a broke rib or two and his head has a gash.

Torin- ahhh, god I can't believe someone hit him and left.

Jewel- I know. I'm hoping when he gets out he comes home with me so someone can take care of him.

Torin- would you do that?

Jewel didn't want to admit to her brother that she would give a lung if it was for Jameson. Its been a long time coming but, Jewel was crazy about Jameson. He was rough and usually not super lovey. That's what she adored most about him. Hopefully she could let him know how she felt if he came to recover at her house.

After it seemed like hours, Ace came strolling back into the waiting room. He was a tall broad man, with long  snow white hair and a white beard.  Liv could see where Torin got his good looks from. He looked just like his father, with darker hair that was. Back in the day Ace was probably a major ladies man.

Torin rushed over to talk with his Dad. On pins and needles as to what was going on with Jameson.

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Once Torin was finished talking to Ace, they made their way into see Jameson. Hospitals made Torin sick feeling. Between it being full of sick people and the smells. He just couldn't shake the feeling of wanting to hurl. The sweating started and he  could feel the room beginning to spin. Luckily Liv was by his side and that made his heart rate relax a little.

When they hit the room Jameson was sitting up in the bed. He had a bandage on his forehead an bandage around his midsection. Ace told them that he had some broken ribs and road rash but, he made it out alive. And for the most part he looked like the normal Jameson.

Torin- Hey man, you alright?

Jameson- I'm as best as I can be sitting in this shack.

Liv- Jameson, were so glad your ok.

Jameson- yeah I'm ok.

Jameson looked over at Liv an Torin. They had been holding hands. The reason he got in this crash was he went to take a ride to clear his head. Unfourtantly some asshole was drunk, hit him and now he is laying in a bed in a hospital.

Jameson- I was driving down Franklin an I come around the corner an before I knew it I was thrown from the bike and I seen lights speed off.

Torin- so the fucker just drove off?

Jameson- yeah, I woke up here after then.

Liv was trembling hearing the words of being thrown from the bike. Just left for the dead. She felt so sorry for Jameson. How could Torin and her tell him the truth now. It might just break him to pieces.

Torin- gotta find out who hit you, some way.

Jameson- yeah, good fucking luck. That road is a dark road.

Liv- but, you could have died.

Jameson- yep, I could have.

The words he spoke to her cut like a saw blade through her chest and into her stomach. It was like he said that to get at her. His face as solid an no emotion on them. Even his eyes had zero emotion in them.

Jameson- sorry I intrupted your night. Sure you had plenty of other things to be doing instead of visiting me in the hospital.

Torin- No man, we are here for you brother. This is serious.

Liv's heart was breaking. How could he be so heartless right now. Not only was Torin an her here but, an entire waiting room was here for him. She felt the tears threating her. Not wanting to cry she just pinched the bridge of her nose and tried to hold them back.

Looking over at him sitting in the bed, it killed her that she would have to be honest about being in love with Torin. It wasn't intentional it just, happened.

The room got quite to the point it was just awakward. Jameson looked back an forth at the two of them. Close to one another and he knew he didn't want to go through this song and dance any longer because they wanted to be together and have him NOT in the picture.

Jameson- Tor can I talk to Liv for a minute.

Torin hesitated a moment. He figured something was up. The way he acted and his demeanor. Now granted he was just in an awful accident and could have died. Jameson was always a demanding kind of guy regardless.

Torin- uh yeah sure, ill go get us some coffee. I'll be right back.
Liv- ok, thank you.
Torin- no problem baby girl.

Torin walked out the room. Watching him leave had Liv's heart ache. They were a team and she wanted to tell Jameson with Torin. But, now it was time to be strong and honest.

Jameson- Come sit with me.

Liv- you sure, I don't want to hurt you.

Jameson- I'm not a fragile piece of glass Liv. I'm fine.

The roughness in his voice an the stern look on his face was enough to scare anyone. Liv was use to it by now. But it still made her cautious. She swallowed her nerves and got up to walk towards the bed.

She sat down on the bed and as it creaked he took her hand in his. It pissed Jameson off. What did fucking Torin have that he didn't? If it was comparing dick sizes they both were the same so what the fuck.

Liv- can I get you some water or ice chips?

Jameson- no, I got something to say an I need to say it Liv.

Now her heart beat was racing and she could feel the thumping in her throat. It was time to tell him if he didn't know already and was going to admit that to her.

Jameson- you don't have to pretend any more. Ok.

Liv- excuse me?

Jameson- I know Liv.

Swallowing what felt like a softball she tried to find the right words to say.

Liv- you, you know.

Jameson- I know about you and Torin. I might be a stupid muthafucker but I'm not that stupid.

Liv- stop calling yourself that, your not stupid. Jameson your an amazing man.

Jameson- you don't have to keep it from me anymore. I've known for a while now. Just was waiting for you to tell me yourself.

Liv couldn't even look at him. It pained her in many way, because she cared about Jameson. They had fun together and he could be rough but he also could be sweet. But, the thing was he wasn't Torin. Tor rocked her to the core and made her feel unlike anyone has ever made her feel. She was in love with him and she couldn't deny it. It had been written all over her face.

Liv- I'm sorry (she whispered)

Looking at him with tears in her eyes.

Jameson- No, don't be.

Liv- but, I should have tol...

Jameson- no, you cant help your feelings Liv. Torin is a good man and I see why you feel that way about him. I cant give you what he can anyway.

Liv- I'm sorry Jameson. I really like you and our time together has been wonderful. I knew I should have told you during the movie I was just so unsure how to break it to you.

Jameson- do you love him?

Liv got silent for a moment. Messing with the thread on her shorts she couldn't help but let him know her true feelings. Because the truth was. She was madly in love with Torin and has been since he walked into her office.

Liv- yes

Jameson- Does he love you back?

Looking back into those chestnut brown eyes she felt helpless....

Liv- I'm sorry Jameson, I never meant to hurt you in any way. You were good to me and came into my life when I needed someone to show me there is good guys out there.

Jameson- I was just not enough.

Those words stung like a bee sting, no, more like a wasp. The tears tumbled out of her eyes and down her cheeks. She couldn't handle it anymore. It was too much. Emotions flying around like rain drops.

Getting up she wiped her tears and began to head out. She couldn't stand here and feel like a bad person when she couldn't help her feelings. They both knew it was one of her and she couldn't help she fell in love with Torin.

Jameson- Liv come back here.

Turning around she approached the bed.

Liv- why, why should I . You were the one who had a hand in this. Pushing me to be with the both of you. I cant help it. I like you, I really do Jameson. But when I am with Torin its...its...

Jameson- everything you ever wanted.

(Shaking her head) Liv- yes, and I love him so much. He makes me laugh, and I feel so open with him. Just like I've known him for ever. I didn't do this to hurt you Jameson, it just... happened.

Jameson stared into her eyes. They were the most beautiful blue he had ever seen. He was going to miss them and her, so much. The sweet smell she always had. How she would smile and it would light up any room she came into.

Jameson- I will miss you Liv. You were one of the best things that came into my life.

The water works continued. He was sincere and kind now. Truth was, she was going to miss him too.

Liv- I will miss you too Jameson.

Jameson- well, you stick around with Tor, I will still see you.

Liv- id like that. I still want to be friends. If you want to be.

Jameson- I would like that very much.

As she brushed the tears away and swallowed the burn, it was time to let someone else have some visiting time with him.

Liv- I am going to go find Torin, and let you rest. I am sure the others want to come in and visit.

Jameson- Liv...

Liv- yes.

Jameson- can I get a kiss on the cheek,  for old time sake?

Liv-  yeah, of course, I can do that!

Walking around the other side of the bed, Liv leaned down. Pressing her warm lips to his cheek. He closed his eyes savoring the moment. The urge to turn and press his lips to hers crossed his mind but, he knew that wouldn't be the right thing. She was happy and if anyone deserved this woman, it was Tor.

Liv- Bye Jameson

Jameson- Bye Liv.

As fast as she came into his life, she left. Letting out a deep breath that hurt like hell due to his broken ribs. He sat looking across the room at the wall. Thinking about when he had been thrown from the bike earlier this evening. Honestly he thought he was dead until this woman appeared. She was beautiful. Maybe he saw an angel, but he was certain it was a real living human being. Her eyes were unique. Unlike any pair he had ever seen. Her soft voice telling him to not move, that she called 911 and he would be on his way to the hospital soon. Her voice seemed to calm Jameson. If she was worried, she never showed it. Remaining together and with it the entire time.

Snapping him out of his fantasy, someone was coming in the room.

Nurse Practioner  *Nevin*- Hey Mr. Kennedy glad to see you sitting up.

Jameson was taken back for a minute. Who was this spicy little thing who walked in. And why did she look so familiar?

Nurse Practioner Nevin- Hows the pain on a level 1-10? Are you needing any thing?

Jameson couldn't speak. It was like the cat got his tounge. Then he began to feel other regions taking over. He held his hand covering his instant hard on. Yeah, he needed something alright. For his aching balls to be drained. Fuck, Why the hell am I having a hard on in the hospital, and sweet Jesus those eyes he thought.

He couldn't place it but he has seen those eyes before. They were beautiful but they also haunted him. Her soft voice was steadily talking to him and he wasn't listing except for staring at her plump pink lips. They were the kind he could see wrapped around his cock as she stared up at him, with those fucking eyes. Dammit, get yourself together man.

Nurse Practioner Nevin- I will be back in a little while to check on you ok.

Jameson- sure, I mean, I  may need someone to come sit with me.

Nurse  Practioner Nevin- are you ok?

Jameson- I don't know, feel like I might have a fever.

She leaned over felt his head. It wasn't hot. She knew he must have been trying to hit on her.

Nurse Practioner Nevin- ok Mr. Kennedy, you seem to be ok.  But I will get the nurse in here to check your temperature and bring you some ice chips. I will be back soon to check on you.

She chuckled at his smooth moves he thought he was using.

Jameson- Wait....

He grabbed her wrist and held on to it for a second. Her skin was soft and he wanted so badly to feel more. She quickly pulled her hand back.

Jameson- can you tell me how I got here. Like who found me on the side of the road? My friends were unsure as well.

Kenna ( Nurse Nevin) took a deep breath and turned to walk out. But before she was completely gone she said.....

Nurse Practioner Nevin- I found you on the side of the road. Your lucky to be alive.

Then she was gone.....

Jameson was stunned.... This angel looking woman, who he remembered at the scene, well it  was her!

Jameson- shittttt..............

THE END>>>>>>>

Hey guys I hoped you enjoyed the last few month as much as I did. Its not over, just taken a short break for the summer being my daughter is home from school. If you follow IG you will see plenty of photos of the residents of Ash Harbor. Thank you for all your love support and comments. Its really meant a lot to me reading all the nice things you have said....I enjoy writing these crazy stories about these characters who have made a special spot in my heart.

Much Love,

- Mandee