How Do I Choose Part 3

How do I choose?

Part 3

I am rating this episode R for language and adult content.

Liv was home after a long day at work. Torin was coming over again this evening, she could hardly contain her excitement. Laying on her bed, she thought about how Gina told her before she left work to relax and have fun. She was young and beautiful and if two very sexy men were craving her attention, then she needed to just have fun with it. Not let her mind get in the way of a little fun.

The thing is, being this way was so awkward for Liv, not her usual behavior. To be intimate or flirty with one man let alone two and see both of them. Her heart raced like a stallion thinking of how it would feel to have both men wanting her, touching her. She knew they had more sex appeal in their pinky fingers then Garrett her ex ever had. He was a quick wam bam thank you mam. Until she caught him with his secretary in the act. He sure wasn't getting it done quick with her. Liv wanted to be spoiled, caressed, and touched like a woman should be.

Hearing the loud roar of Torin's bike pipes, she sat up and had the biggest smile on her face. Taking a deep breath she decided she was letting everything else go and was going to have herself some fun. Whatever came of this, was meant to be.

Opening the front door, Torin walked in. His muscular frame invading her space.

Torin- hey

Liv- hii...

Before she felt the words to speak more he was wrapping his strong arms around her body. She noticed the vein in his neck was pumping as hard as it could. Heart rate just racing with such strong rhythm.

Torin- God, I've thought about you every second today.

Liv- you did?

Torin- yes

Liv- I am glad your here.

Torin- mmm, me too.

As the two stood there a moment longer, Torin leaned in nuzzling her face. Her eyes were so piercing blue he was getting lost in them. The feeling of being drunk but not from alcohol.

No longer able to fight it, they both embraced in a deep kiss. Their lips were like magnets connecting. Liv felt his hands ease down her back and lightly squeezing her ass.

Liv let go and grabbed Torin's hand. She began dragging him towards her bedroom.

Torin- where are we going?

Liv- my room...

Torin- you sure?

Liv- uh huh...

This had Torin's heart racing and all he could think about was devouring every inch of this beautiful woman's body.

Pressing his body firmly against Liv's, he could feel her warm skin enveloping him like a warm blanket. Knowing this was going to be incredible, he didn't wanna rush any moment with her.

Torin- Liv, you sure your ok with this.

Liv- yes, I want you Torin..

Torin- damn, I want you so bad too. Ever since I've met you.

Torin- promise me if you don't feel comfortable you tell me.

Liv- I will.

Torin- I will make you feel special every second.

Liv- I know you will.

Torin grabbed her face kissing her. His tongue assaulted hers at a rapid pace. She let out a slight moan.. This made him drive further with their kiss. He backed her up against the bed.

As she hit the bed and fell backwards his body was on top of her faster then she could blink. Staring down into those piercing blue pools he felt his breath shorten. Like the wind was going to knock him out. The feelings he was having were indescribable.

Torin- your so beautiful...

Liv- thank you.

Torin- I cant wait to kiss, lick, bite and touch every inch of you.

Liv- I want that, all of that.

Torin smirked at her response. Good thing she lived alone because things were going to get a little hot and bothered.

Once he slowly removed his jean top, Liv got a good look at the tattoos that were on display on his chest. Oh lord they were amazing. Like a canvas of colors and designs. Up one arm and down the other.. Liv died to see more, to run her fingers along the beautiful lines.

Torin- what's wrong?

Liv- Nothing, not at all.. You have so many tattoo's.

Torin- does that bother you.

Liv- no, their...*swallow* so sexy and beautiful.

Torin smiled at her with the sexiest smirk.

Liv-  makes me wanna get one.

Torin- you would look sexy as fuck with one, but your still beautiful without ink.

This had Liv making a mental note to check out a tattoo shop in the nearest future.

He lifted his under shirt up and pulled it all the way off so she could really see how many he had. Her heart was hammering and her thighs clenched as she could feel her arousal growing stronger. The way his arms flexed as he balanced himself above her.

Taking control, Liv rolled him over and got on top. Pushing her tongue deeper into his mouth. The taste of mint washed inside. He was really talented with his mouth. She could only imagine what else his mouth was good at.

As things began to progress, the two where startled by the sound of  loud  bike pipes.

Torin-  shit....that sounds like Jameson's sled.

Liv- what! Oh my god, what should we do.

Torin- babe, my sled is out front. He knows I'm here.

Liv- maybe he didn't see it.

Torin- no chance in that.

Meanwhile, Jameson flew off his bike towards Liv's front door. He knew something was up today when she told him she hadn't felt good. Wanting to see what the problem was, he drove over. When he got in the driveway he found Torin's sled. Why the fuck was Torin at Liv's, and how did he fucking know her. Walking up and realizing the door was unlocked, he let himself in. Neither were in the living room, he knew they had to be in her room. The rage that was fueling in him was dangerous. His temper was about to blow up.

As he entered her room, he found her  on top straddling Torin.

Jameson- WHAT THE FUCK

The two jumped from his sudden outburst as he walked into the room.

Jameson- you fucking asshole, now your trying to get your fuckin paws on my woman, AGAIN!

Liv got up and rushed towards Jameson. His nostrils flaring and his eyes dark with anger. She wasn't sure she could hold this large man back.

 Torin- She isn't your fuckin property dickhead.

Liv- stop guys, just listen Jameson, its...its not what you think.

Jameson- Sure fucking looks like what I think, you two were about to fuck one another. Fuck Torin, every time I  get something you gotta fuckin have it too. I mean what the fuck it was Cassie and now Liv.

Liv- Jameson STOP!!! Please listen to me.  Wait who is Cassie?

Jameson was seeing red and angry at what he was witnessing. Liv was confused as to who is Cassie?

Liv- Look just calm down. We can explain just go in the living room and cool off.

Jameson looked at Liv. Her eyes had tears puddling up and she was nervous he could tell. He was so angry knowing his best friend of all people were messing with his girl.

Liv- Nothing has happened Jameson. Ok. We haven't had sex and I.. well I  met him before I met you..

Jameson- what?

The look on his face was pure disgust.

Liv- he came to me at the bank for a loan. I met him a few weeks ago.

Jameson- So you fuckin sneaking around behind my back with him.

Liv- No Jameson please just

Jameson- NO I don't need to listen, you can have each other your both fuckin liars. So much for you going to your sisters fuck face. I knew something wasn't right. You always had an excuse and so did she.

Liv moved to sit down on the bed she didn't know what to do. She was caught between two best friends obviously and it was killing them both wanting her.

Jameson- you know first it was Cassie now this. I mean what the fuck dude.

Liv wasn't sure as to who Cassie was. It seemed they had a past of interfering with one another's love life's.

Torin- why don't you just fucking leave, you have her upset.

Jameson- yeah, you want me to so you can weasel your way into her pants. Talk sweet and shit and make me be the fuckin bad guy. I know how you work.

Liv was so mad at this point listing to them bicker back and forth. She was not going to be pulled back and forth like a rag doll. But before she could tell both of them to leave, Jameson already was walking out.

Jameson- you know what fuck you asshole. Go to hell both of you!

*DOOR SLAM*

After he stormed out and burned tires exiting her drive way, Liv stood up placing her hands to her eyes. She was so confused and unsure of what to do. Torin knew she was struggling with what just went down. He walked up and put his arms around her trying to comfort her. 

Torin- You ok babe?

Staring into his big brown eyes she could see he was concerned for her. The look in his eyes and the way he softly spoke to her had her slowly drifting back towards wanting to loose herself in him. To kiss him madly and allow him to make love to her, but she knew she couldn't.

Liv- I.. I think you should go Torin.

Did he hear her right? She wanted him to leave?

Pushing out of the hold Torin had on her, she felt awful because she really enjoyed his company. But, right now she needed to get her mind straight and figure out what to do.

Unable to stop the constant desire to touch her, Tor walked over and placed both hands on either side of her body. She was trying not to show her weakness but the tears were starting to fall.

Torin- you don't want me to go really do you?

She really didn't want him to go but seeing the two friends be torn and angry with one another because of her, she couldn't continue on with this.

Liv- yes I just need to be by myself and I cant continue this. I should have never gotten involved with you or leading you on being I was seeing Jameson.

He was utterly stunned. Liv seemed to be so happy and hardly acted like she was guilty because of Jameson.

Torin- (deep breath and blowing out) yeah.. ok... I'll go.

As much as Liv wanted to pull him back and tell him to stay, she knew she needed to be honest and work things out with Jameson.

Torin quickly dressed trying to compose what he was feeling. Liv didn't want him. She made it clear she wanted Jameson. He wasn't going to lie, it fucking sucked. Jameson always got the girl regardless. Torin was romantic and tender that never was good enough.

Liv- Tor, who is Cassie?

He couldn't answer her. His eyes grew wide and she knew it obviously struck a cord.

Torin- well, I um I can see my way out.

Liv- Torin

Torin- hmm

Liv- Who was she?

He wanted to come clean, tell her who Cassie was and he would when he could. That part of his life was still hard to handle. It had been two years ago but still raw.

Torin- take care of yourself Liv.

Tears started trickling down her flush cheeks. All he wanted to do was kiss them away but he turned and headed out the door.

Brushing her tears away, she watched the most sweetest and caring man walk out of her room and out of her life. The mention of this girls name changed his whole behavior. Wanting to know so badly what happened. She hurt for both of them because this was something deeper then jealousy. Their was pain in both men's eyes.

 As she listened to him pull out of her driveway, the sound of his motorcycle got further and further away. Liv really needed someone to talk to so she decided to text Gina. It was a binge on ice cream and cry on your best friends shoulder kind of night. Quickly messaging her urging ice cream she then put the phone down and tucked the pillow under her head some more.

The tears began to puddle again. How could she have been so stupid to think she could juggle two men and them not find out.

About 20 minutes later Gina showed up.

Gina- hey girl!!!! I got the ice cream what's the matter? You ok?

All Liv could do is shake her head no.

Gina- I will go get the spoons and bowls. Compose yourself and come out and tell me what happened.

Liv- ok, thank you.

Gina- anything for you girl... now come on the ice creams getting soupy!

Gina- ok so spill what happened. You look a wreck!

Liv- geeze thanks a lot .

Gina- well the last we talked this afternoon, Mr. Hottie Pants Torin was coming over and you were going to loosen up and maybe get laid finally

Quietly Liv spoke

Liv- Jameson showed up.

Gina- ok, then why didn't you have some fun with him. Girl they are both hotter then the freaking sun.

Liv- he showed up when Torin and I were....umm..

Gina- WAIT! while you were.. ya know..  bow chicka wow wow! hahaha

Liv- no, but it was close.

Gina- ok so he walked in while yall were?

Liv- he was shirtless I was on top of him and that's as far as it got.

Gina- mmm I know he has load of tattoos under those shirts he wears. How was it? Six pack? MMM I could scoop him up with this spoon. Like warm hot fudge...

Liv- Gina!!! hahah

Gina- girl I am living through you, you have two freaking hot men and wont share.

Liv- well I'm sure either will speak to me now.

Gina- I am not sure why they wouldn't. They both want you Liv.

Liv- there's a Cassie.

Gina- who is Cassie?

Liv- that I don't know because while Jameson yelled and cursed at Torin he said this is like what happened with them both and Cassie.

Gina- hmmm...

Liv- when Jameson stormed out and told us both we could go to hell, I tried asking Torin who she was. He wouldn't even answer me.

Gina- maybe it was a girl they both were involved in. Maybe she cheated on one of them with the other. You never know.

Before they could continue, motorcycle pipes roared in the driveway and then there was a light knock at the door.

Gina- Who could that be?

Liv- I.I.I. I'm not sure.

Liv opened the door, and there was Jameson.

Liv- Jameson!

Jameson- can I... ugh come in.

Liv- yeah... I guess.

Gina watched as Jameson came in closer. His eyes never leaving Liv's. Something told her that Jameson really cared about Liv.

Gina- I will leave you two umm alone. Liv call me later or text me.

As Gina was about to open the front door, she stopped in front of Jameson. Looking him in the eye.

Gina- you better be good to my friend.

Jameson- I would never hurt her.

Gina- Good, I hope not. She is an amazing woman.

Jameson- I know.

Gina opened the door and quietly let herself out. Liv sat silently on her couch. She couldn't even bare to look at Jameson. She was embarrassed for keeping it a secret seeing Torin.

Jameson- Liv, I'm sorry I was a fuckin asshole the way I talked to you earlier.

Liv didn't answer, she just turned so she could see his face. He wasn't an asshole, he was mad and had every right to be.

Liv- your not an asshole Jameson, I'm the idiot for seeing Torin behind your back.

Jameson- you said you met him first .

Liv- just because I was the one who helped him with his loan.

Jameson- but you met him before me.

Liv couldn't stand to be between two men. Truth was she liked them both. 

Liv- Jameson I'm the one at fault, you walked in and found me and Torin together you have the right to be mad.

Jameson- yeah, I didn't need to be a dick to you. I just saw you and him and....all I could think about was Cassie.

There is that name again, Cassie. Who in the heck is this girl and why does she have Torin and Jameson at one another's throats?

Liv- I tried to ask Torin who was Cassie and he never would answer me. He left.

Jameson- Do you really wanna know who Cassie is?

Liv- yes, because I don't understand this tension between you two.

Jameson- *blowing out a breath* Cassie was our girlfriend.

Liv had to blink to hear him right, did he say OUR girlfriend?

TO BE CONTINUED. Stay Tuned to next week. Did you feel Liv was wrong seeing both men?

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